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It was a cold Friday afternoon in January of 1995. I was going to the kitchen for the second time after taking my mother something to eat. As I entered the doorway of the kitchen; suddenly, I was overwhelmed by this misty white cloudy looking substance. It swiftly swirled around me at a rapid speed as it was lifting me upward.

 

As I was being drawn upward higher and higher with my face toward the sky; I saw this humongous clear-whitish silhouette male figure that looked like an enormous statue standing high in the sky. But only He was just so real. More real than anything I have ever known. I knew right away that He was God. It seems as I was being draw up by an invisible gentle loving force. I could feel that I had always been connected to God, but I had not known it before then. 

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The next thing I knew, I was standing inside of God Himself! We had been merged together as one gigantic being. I was in Him and He was in me! We were one and the same being existing as One! I could feel His overwhelming attributes of love, joy, peace, mercy, forgiveness, kindness and compassion all at the same time. It was an indescribable feeling I still find difficult to describe. I felt His body image being so very, very old. He was truly the "Ancient of Days.” He seemed older than the earth, and bigger than all the oceans put together. It felt as though His body filled the entire universe. 

 

The warmth of His amazing unconditional love was everywhere. I knew He loved me and every other soul. I could feel it in my being. I mean every soul! Every person! It didn't matter who people were or what they had done. I knew in my heart He loved them! He was an overflowing fountain of an abundance of everything needed. It all seems to radiate out from Him at the same time.  He wasn't like I thought He would be! He did not judge me for my wrong, my failures or my lack of not understanding. Instead, I felt the warmth of His love, as He was lovingly and compassionately understanding.

 

Even now when I think back about that experience, I find myself speechless. I am still amazed. The only word that comes to my tongue is, "JESUS!" It was so amazing, powerful and wonderful that I can never begin to figure out how or why God did it! But He did it! I am glad He did! It happened! It was real! The only reason I can come up with is that God intended for me to share the experience with others. Because an experience like that is too wonderful and too impossible to keep to yourself! ​Unquestionably, Our God lives, and He wants us to know Him! I am so glad He rescued me! 

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At one point while caught up with God my whole being felt wonderfully euphoric, elated, exhilarated, overflowing with love, peace and unspeakable joy, which radiated from inside my bones. I felt like I was finally at home where I truly belonged for the first time in my life. What a wonderful feeling of pure freedom, wholeness, joy and love. I felt as though I had been holding my breath all my life, but now I was finally breathing pure fresh exhilarating healing air. There was no need to ask questions because I knew everything I had always wondered about. I had no worries, no fears, no anxieties, no doubt, no nothing: Only a pure genuine feeling of exhilarating completeness, and love, peace and joy.

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 I did not see angels singing, or streets of gold, or pearly gates, and neither did I see my loved ones who had Passed on. But I felt totally connected to them, and I knew that they were more than alright. I felt like I was there with God but also like I was everywhere else. I knew and I felt that God was in total control of all events that happens on earth, and even in our lives. I knew that everything and everyone on earth was truly alright, regardless of how terrible or extreme the situations and circumstances look to us. I knew without a shadow of doubt, all was well. God has it in control!

 

​At another point, I am not sure if I was in the place where God actually lived or not, but I do know that I was definitely with God, yet I didn't see His physical features or body, and neither did I see my own body. But I know, and I know that I know I was face to face with God. We were pure Spirit, surrounded by pure loving serene, tranquil Royal Blue Energy. This calm Blue Energy was “Spirit,” and this "Spirit" was so tangible, real and full of unlimited love, and this "Love" was "Peace," and the "Peace" was “Mind,” and the "Mind" was "God," and "God" was "Deity!" He allowed me to know just how Sovereign He truly is. He rules, Sustains, and Controls all events. He is the King of the universe!

 

I am not sure how long I was caught up with God, but there was no sense of time there, only eternity. It was the most powerful and wonderful thing that has ever happen to me. Nothing on earth can ever compare to it. God manifested Himself to little ole me, how precious! How wonderful! Oh, how He loves us! He allowed me to know and understand how Real He IS and how much He loved me.

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Today, you need to know that God faithfully and wholeheartedly loves you unconditionally. You can't be too bad or do too much wrong or make too many mistakes that God will not love you and accept you just as you are. Just open the door of your heart to Him, and pray sincerely, asking Jesus to come into your heart and life. I guarantee you He will surely come in. Why? Because He said He would in (John 14:23, Revelation 3:20) And because He came into my life when I prayed and asked Him too! Why did He do that? Because He loves us, and He knows there is no lonelier place on earth for His sons and daughters to live, than to live separated from His presence and His love. He wants you to live a life of freedom. He wants you to know Him and how good He can be to you.

 

So, call Him! He'll will surely come into your heart and forgive your sins. He'll fill that void in you as only He can! He'll give you a peace that passes all-understanding, and He'll give you rest for your weary soul. No more feeling lost, unfulfilled, unloved and empty on the inside. Instead, you will feel whole, complete, peacefully contented, fulfilled and totally satisfied in your soul (John 10:9, Matthew 11:28, Revelation 3;20). I don't believe you can say that you have actually lived life to the fullest extent until you have met your God and Creator! So, please ask Him to come into your heart; He will meet you where you are, but He will not leave you there, why? Because He loves you too much to do that! You have nothing to lose, but your soul to gain!